When will this end???

Ok, so I don't expect to be losing massive amounts of weight right now. I have been stressed for several months about school and have probably been eating my feelings (not probably, definitely) HOWEVER I just don't think it's fair that I have gained almost 10 pounds since my first visit to my endocrinologist. It takes a lot to gain 10 pounds. I have been gaining almost a pound or two a week for the last 5 weeks and just want this to end. I have been keeping track of my calories in addition to trying to at least be aware of my eating habits and feel that I at least do enough to MAINTAIN my weight. Well I guess not. I weigh more now than I ever have in my life and I am just tired of saying that. I am sure there are days where I'm over and days where I'm not perfect but it just doesn't seem fair to be gaining massive amounts of weight when I'm averaging 1500-1600 net calories each day and doing a pretty dang good job of getting to the gym. I just wish that I had control over my weight. It's one thing to gain weight when you're blowing it hardcore everyday but it's another when you are eating a fairly slim amount of calories each day. I guess maybe my old doctor is right and I need to eat 1200 calories a day and work out 2 hours a day. I'm not down with that plan but maybe that's what I personally have to do. Who knows. It's really got me down. I should be on top of the world- finishing my master's degree, happily married, loving what I"m doing in life but I am seriously tired of being so incredibly overweight that I don't even want to see pictures of myself and I want to hide out and never see my friends. I'm to that point. So lame.