Nothing Heavy

Still doing a lot of thinking...lots of inner thoughts. Tonight I will say I had a FABULOUS time going to the dinner and ballet with my awesome aunt Julie. It was so so so fun. I have nothing to complain about. I had an incredible experience performing in my master class today and realized I have no business viewing myself as the underdog. I have come so far as a musician and singer and no more beating myself up. No more eating my singer feelings. I even had an awesome run this morning. I am coming back to the happy good joyful parts of myself and preparing to leave the sad miserable parts behind.